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So many times in my life I've ruined all the opportunities I've got taking birth in this family. Actually for what strange reason do we go for shamelessly blaming our parents for the way they raised us or for what they didn't or couldn't do for us? When we utter these sort of shameless words we seem to forget the whole thing that we are surrounded by. Taking the last drop of juice out of them and giving nothing/hardly anything in return except agonies and disappointment have we ever tried to realize why they are still backing up with their hard-earned wealth ?

Repeating this sort of shameless misconducts even at this stage of the life indicates a desperation to cover the breakdowns of out life with a false consolidation. That's of course even more harmful .Yes, it's false ,because, it doesn’t actually work and is rather harmful for us.

May Allah let ourselves carefully avoid such sensitive misconducts .

Chor Chor Chor ...!!!dhorbo amra mile shobai...

Yes, "Emil er Goenda Bahini...."..One of my all time favorite movies. From childhood till now I've never managed to watch it full on the TV. Now as it is being telecasted again in BTV I think I shouldn't miss it..even thoguh 'm feeling a bit bad that I ain' gonna attend my e-commerce sem final ...but movie is not the only cause for it.

Had I been sincere in time

Had I been sincere in time!!!!!!!
Just finished 3 assignments on the course “Speech Recognition”. It was due to submit yesterday ie before the final exam. Now, after a disappointing final and mid 2 exam I am really feeling bad on how I lost my efforts after a good score in mid 1. Undoubtedly most of my classmates enjoyed the course, learned a lot and gave their all out effort for mid 2 and final and also for the assignments.
As usual I can show excuses of getting involved in an internship in a heavy duty software firm. But that should have been in the calculation before I started it.
..Oooh!!... the library is closing and I need to pack up.... So, no more sole searching for the moment. Just to take LL(Lesson Learned).

LL: No point in loosing the grip.

Finishing 28

Now at this hour(night of December 13th, 2009) if I dare to look back I may not need to be too upset. I am saying this because I want to take a positive view on life. Taking count of all the achievements, moments of success, hardly any paybacks to my family or society or country or even to the world to add to the tally of my score, might be a consolidation. But in such occasions, how many times do we actually be grateful to our creator, the all mighty Allah, the Mercy full and the Rahmanur Rahim ? Drowned under all His blessings I have passed 28 rounds of seasons. In a desire to be established in life and to lead it successfully we made so many prayers to Allah. But now with gratefulness for all what I am I want to say,

Shokor Alhamdulillah

A Glimpse of North

CEL or Computer Ease Limited , a software farm at Lal Matia beside Aarong. That's where my friend Romel (Kanchu) works and where he , his friend Jony and I got the assignment around late October 2006. State’s political condition had gone severe at that time following the deadly street battle in front of Baitul-Mukarram between two political parties. I got the clearance from CEL to set off when the condition calmed down dramatically as the army took over the streets.

My duty was to cover the northern part. Starting from the GPDC at Dinajpur I was asked to update the software (STS) with a given patch file at Rangpur, Bagura, Rajshahi and Pabna.

Three years later the second assignment recently completed at two Warid Franchises in Jamalpur and Sherpur recalls some memories of the first one. All those memories and realization of these two assignments influenced me to write some thing here.

What ever I write here would be very much out of my personal observation on North Bengal in rushing tours. But my intention is to make an appeal to the concerning authority as well as to the common people to heal the economic condition of some northern districts with private and government investment in various prospective sectors.