Friday, February 25, 2011

February 25 Takes New Color in The Calendar

One of my school friend wrote on his Facebook status :
Dukkhe koilja haadi jar,tiger tora kearlli :((( Ashra abaro amader fool korilo :((((( Allah amne konai ???

No wonder that was after the first innings....

And then a comment to the status was fired about 3 and a half hours later. That was from another of my school friend :

Allah Ijjot basai disey.................

Haada Koilza Zora Lagi geseyyyyyyyy....

Shabbash Bagher Baichha......... Killai Majhey Mjahey Bilar Chha oi jass??

So you see at the two years anniversary of the brutal BDR mutiny what claimed so many lives, I believe this black day of agony, woe, distress, disgrace and pain has got a new colors of confidence, nerve, courage, character and joy on the calendar of this year for the nation.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

The best way to the solutions of all problems

The fact is, I can't deny any of those accusations or comments of my family members as I've failed to control my temper in quite a few occasions. My carelessness in tuning or controlling the attitude towards family members already have cost me some unexpected occurrences outside. I really need to do something to prevent it before it costs me a permanent change in my behavior. That obviously would be a disaster.(to be continued….)

Well, things are lot better now , by the Rahmat of Allah, Alhamdulillah. Actually, some facts like

not being involved in any profession at this age,

not giving the required effort to finish the thesis work of my post-grad studies,

pushing the future towards uncertainty with a sort of carelessness that's not at all acceptable for a grown up person like me

and some irregularities in my daily life could have been the reasons behind such uncontrolled behaviors.

All on a sudden I notice that there are some unchecked irregularities in saying my five times prayers. Maintaining the proper waqt(time) must be ensured there. The basic practice what The Creator made Faraz(Mandatory) for a Muslim can obviously be the key to solve all sorts of problems if it is done properly.

So , everybody pleas pray for me.. that I can take care of my five times prayers (Salat) by the Rahmat of Allah

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Phonei Dilam Bieyer Prostab.....!!!


 Well, not quite an incorrect judgment by my ex-colleague. I remember I was a bit relaxed as Farzana and a few other engineers joined the X-Net Express Broadband ISP's tech-support (probably in March, 2008) after 4 months passed with just Sani vai and me on TS duties under the supervisor Rony vai. And then all of the new engineers including this one, my next-desk colleague Farzana Rahman, have dealt my short-tempered and a bit egoistic attitude. But, I don't know why I've always felt that I'm getting a silent admiration from this lady for my commitment to duty. Quite a few times she has seen me getting crossed with colleagues or talking loud in the office or over the phone. Despite such ruthless or not so decent attitude she as a good and wise colleague, tried to give me some advise to choose the right track for career development. I remember she told me that I should go for field operation jobs rather than switching into Software Development.
Well,I can place many good reasons for what I've done last December. But the fact is eventually I managed to have done it within the valid time period!! Someday Insha Allah I can feel good thinking that I atleast had made a proposal to this lady may be before it was too late by the Rahmat of Allah.

তার এই কথা শুনে আমি কি হাসবো না কাঁদবো বুঝতে পারছিলাম না. এতদিন পর এত কষ্ট করে ফোন নম্বর জোগাড় করে, প্রথম কলএ বলতে না পেরে দ্বিতীয় কল এর অনুমতি পেলাম, শুধু এজন্যেই তাকে ধন্যবাদ !! উনি এখনো অবিবাহিত আছেন কিনা, সেটা জানতেও তো কত কাঠ খড় পোড়াতে হলো. প্রথম কলে যখন জিজ্ঞেস করলাম, 

"...আপনি এখন কোথায় আছেন...?" 
.. জবাব এলো : "..আমি তো বাসায়, কেন..😒..?

আমার পেটের কথাটা মুখের কাছে এসে বেরোই বেরোই করেও আর বেরোলোনা!! তা উনার ওই "কেন" শুনেই এক ঢোকে আবার পেটে চলে গেলো ...😖...!! ....আর মুখ দিয়ে যা বেরহলো তা  মুখের কথাই :

    - "ওহ আচ্ছা , হ্যা রনি ভাই আমাকে বলেছিলো যে আপনি এ.দি.এন. এ গেছেন...etc...etc..etc.."

যাই হোক, এরপর কয়েকবার কল করে যখন দেখি উনি আর রিসিভই করছেন না তখন তো পেটের গণ্ডগোল মাথায় উঠে গেলো....  Er por dui jon ex-colleague er maddhomey amar arji pathanor chesta korlam. Tatey kono kaj to holoi na ulta aro false position e porey gelam. Sheshmesh SMS pathie anumoti peye , ak jon purusher jiboner shobchaitey shahoshi kaj gulor akta korey fellam. Shekhaney jodi shuntey hoi amar character shomporke unar ai dharona,Amar to hat pa churey kanna-kati korte hoi ar ki.... Aboshho dekha nei shona nei, dui-arai bosor porey evabey phoney ai kotha bolata keu hoito nehat fazlamo othoba "Practical Joke" hishebeo nite parey.
 
.....কিন্তু আমার আর কোনো উপায় থাকলেতো.... 😕..!!!

এত কাকুতি মিনতি করে টেক্সট পাঠানোর পর আরেকবার কল করার অনুমতি পাওয়া গেলো... এর পরেও আবার 'দেখা" করতে চাইলে তো আম আর ছালা দুটোই যাবে...তাই পাঁচ থেকে ছয় মিনিটের ওই সেকেন্ড সেশন এ উত্তেজনার বশে কিছুটা উচ্চ্য স্বরে হড়বড় করে পেটের কথাটা বের ই করে দিলাম....

Jai hok, ai kaj ta korte holo, ato durey chole jabar por...!!! Kintu deritey holeo, kajta je korte perechi tar jonney akrokom shosti e lagchey. Kajta kotota mattured holo ta nie kotha abossho thekei jai. Ha, er poreyo abar opinion janar chesta korata thik holo kina bujte parchina. Jai hok shei bartho chestar por akhon porjonto ar knock korini abong thik korechi ar ojotha knock korbo o na. Atodin por ak jon je kichu bujte pereo amakey amar boktobbo uposthaponer shujog dilo, shetai ba kom ki!!?

Amar jotodur money porey akkebarei onnorokom ak manush chilen tini. Kotha barta, poshak ashak, achar babohar shob kichutei Masha-Allah tar akta marjito impression chilo. কাজ করতে গিয়ে কখনো কখনো হয়তো রাফ বিহেভও করে ফেলেছি, তার জন্যেই পরমুহূর্তেই আমার নিজেরও হয়তো খারাপ লাগতো...Kintu , tokhono akta kotha money hoto ja, akhon aro valo korey anuvob kori.. 

"...হাজারে একটা পাওয়া যায় এই রকম একটা মেয়ে..."

Tar proti roilo amar shuvo kamona ... May Allah bless her all the way.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Feel like taking the bat again ....

1.Thesis assignments 's been kicked off with a challenging look on my supervisor's eyes...
2. Professional life is getting more n more challenging as the career of my target has started to move away with time (As it seems for the time being but I'll take it as a local minima..).

3. Most importantly some uncontrolled behavior has started to appear again in my regular dealings. And that's really an awful feeling....
Now all these events have pushed me to call my very old version with what once I wanted to feel in a blank...

Yuh...!! I hope Insha Allah, I'm still that Mim from a bunch of Tapped Tennis Ball Cricketers of TTC campus , who feels that now is the time to take the bat in tight grip looking forward to play a crucial innings to save the game....

For a matter of fact it never really happened in my long struggle to get a permanent place in the TTC 11...

But people do change with time...and over the years I felt the bat in my grip for several times.(..and then for a strange reason I loose the grip or it looses away....as if I never had it!!)

Now let's see if I've made some improvement or not..

Pray for me...everybody....

Thursday, September 16, 2010

An optimistic story on Wisdom Web/ Semantic Web/ Web Intelligence/ Web3.0

Web 3.0 or Web Intelligence or Wisdom Web
Consider a possible scenario happening next year, 2011 at the mega event of World Cup Cricket 2011 which will kickoff at Dhaka .
The story is about an interaction between the Wisdom Web and a user. Here the user is a foreigner , 'Robert Hooks' who has just arrived Dhaka to watch the inaugural ceremony of the world cup and would like to find a schedule of the matches to be held at Mirpur stadium. So he walks into the cyber cafe of the hotel he is staying and decides to get some practical wisdom from a public Wisdom Web outlet. He logs in with a user name, “Hooks”, and asks:
“What are the WC2011 matches that will be played at Mirpur stadium ?”
The Wisdom Web thinks for about a second or two and then responds:
“Hello Mr.Hooks!!, You might be looking for a schedule of World Cup Cricket 2011 matches at Mirpur Stadium . Here it is :
Bangladesh Vs India April 11,2011 Sunday
Bangladesh Vs Canada , Aprill 13 2011 Tuesday
Canada Vs India , Aprill 15 2011 Thursday
Would you like to go to watch one or two of them?”
Hook’s reply:

Yes, I’m planning for the matches at Tuesday and Thursday. My home team, Canada is playing these two."
Then the Wisdom Web suggests:
“As far as I know, there are still some tickets left and you may purchase some from one of the temporary ticket sales points for the World Cup just beside the Saarc Fountain at Kawran Bazar. That is the closest point to your current position.”
Now he decides that this could be an interesting event for him...
Two days later, Mr. Hooks arrives at the cricket ground, but surprisingly finds he forgot to notice that today’s match has been delayed as the ground is wet and unfit for the match due to the heavy rain and the summer storm last night. Luckily the sun is out again. Hope fully it will dry up quickly as the ground stuffs are working hard and they have drained out he trapped water already. Suddenly, there is an official declaration on the giant screen that the match has been reduced to 30 overs each and it will start at 12:30 pm local time. That’s exactly 3 hours from now .As he is a bit disappointed, Hooks notices that there is a free Wisdom Web Kiosk at a corner of the stadium. Well, that’s convenient!! So, without too much hesitation, he logs on to the Wisdom Web, again as “Hooks”. The Wisdom Web still remembers his conversations two days ago. As soon as it recognizes that it's “Hooks”, it says to him:
“Hello Mr. Hooks!, I have learned that the match has been delayed."
“Yuh!, Now I don’t know how to spend these hours . The local crowd is heading out. Is there any interesting place around the stadium where I can spend some time?” Hooks asks the web. Again the Wisdom Web takes 2 or 3 seconds to think and then replies” If you don't have any other plan you can spend some hours at the National Zoo before the match starts. It’s just 3 or 4 kilometers away from the stadium. I think you can have a nice time there. ““Okay!, I think that’s a good idea!!” ,Hooks cheers up at this and asks “How can I get there ?”. “Well! if you decide to go you can find many zoo bound public transports at the stadium's bus stop to get there.” Replies the WW.
“Okay , I’m signing off right now and heading for the bus stop. Thank you very much for the information”. Hooks decides right away.
“That’s a pleasure!. Have a good day Mr. Hooks!!” says the Wisdom Web.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Lesson for the Greeks and for many of us....from the last 2 or 3 minutes of the match...

Yeah... what a lesson it was for them ...!!! And to take it in a terrible manner at the ending moments of the match...!!! They finally paid the price of staying mysteriously defensive even after swallowing a goal....!!!

Full credit goes to the Argentines who made the best use of such strange defensiveness of their opponents... in both the times they scored in the match...
At the first goal the Greeks just paid the price of a momentary laps in their all-out effort for defense appealing for fowl when the ball is in the legs of opponent players unguarded just in front of the goal-line...!!!!
That resulted in a terrible surrender getting no response from the referee for the appeal.... So the next seen was almost obvious.......Argentina scores...

And then the Greeks, for a strange reason in the world.........!!!!.... retained with their strange defensive plan staying and almost freezing in their half...!!!!!!!
(Almost like the Bangladesh National Cricket Team....10 years ago….. )

That was just perfect for the pressure free and cheerful Argentines to tear down the the Greek defense-line..(which was very obvious to be weaken by then..)...with their trademark unique Latin tricks and score again.....

Atlast in the last 2 or 3 minutes when the Greeks finally came out breaking the shackles and made two or three powerful shots straight to the Argentine goalkeeper..I hope they finally realized what a terrible mistake they had done in the whole game...
That the Koreans were not all-wrong...as they at least returned one....to the Argentines.....
This sort of defense is not pure football at least...

LL: A ship may be safe at the harbor but that is not what ships are made for..

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Bed Time Story......or Stories...

After quite a while had some loud laughing moments tonight....yuh…. it was really quite entertaining....I remember after SSC I haven’t gone through a lot of movies..But tonight may be the last half of it what I watched on Star Movies was quite awesome...
I don’t know… should I forget all my agonies and bad feelings after a nasty shouting quarrel with my father 4 or 5 days back…. But since then ,this is really the first time I sounded so loud…at home….( of course in great amusement )….
May be alone at mom’s bedroom …just after watching my favorite Dona’s Tina winning just by 1 goal to nil over Nigeria (May be 2nd in my favorite list in this WC) I flipped over some channels and after a few moments in star worlds “America Challenge s”..or something like that… I just got stucked in Star Movies .. .on that movie ….
For a moment I felt like opening my FB account again edit the favorite movies section of my profile with movies like these ..that I’ve seen in my 24/25 years long Movie watching period (Starting with the bollywood film, “Masoom” in 1985/86)
But may be that’s how one surrenders to the attraction of Facebooking….
So I prefer mentioning some of the names I can remember here….(The ones I enjoyed like this one…)
Night at Museum…. Aaa may be later…..