Temporary diversion has always seemed to hamper my drive towards my goal. Ironically, I am the only one to blame for all those distractions. Because, whenever it was critical for me to reach a personal goal for my personal growth I was like inviting diversions from wherever I could find any. Colorful distractions that I really couldn’t afford to accommodate in my life at those crucial moments used to attract me like the ice cream car at school gate. Now, was it because of a brave and confident personality!!? Did it help me to shape a cool personality within me!!!!? Or was it because of a very weak, unconfident, incompetent, annoyingly stifled, freakishly unstable nerd like character!!!?
Whatever be the answer, the agonizing matter is that sometimes, I intruded or hampered other’s lives (unintentionally of course) because of my senseless fantasies. Yuh that’s what I just can’t forgive myself for.
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