On my blog again after a long while I guess... Anyway I thought I should try to put something on it even if I don't find anything driving me to write again... Something that at-least keeps me attached with this once beloved time-pass...
This morning I was advising one of my cousins how to make her way out of agonizing and embarrassing feeling about herself. On an FB status she said she has a good head but yet she finds very often a fool out of herself. My advice for her was to stop it right there....and take a bold decision not to remain a fool anymore.. Now, I don't know where that interesting idea came from making me so confident that it's just a matter of a strong decision....!!! But now at this sleepless hour of midnight I just made an interesting discovery that ...Yes....!! ....it's true... it's very much about my decision. My decision to get out of this 'not so smart' way of leading life. To try out my potentials... Like before this job I used to think that being a part of a developers' team in a software development company could gradually lead me to the career of my dream. For that I used to feel satisfied working full hours in software farms even in unfriendly, agonizingly unproductive and time wasting environments at the cost of halting my MS thesis...
Now , after spending last 8 months in an international telecom call terminator (an IGW at it's setup phase), I came to know a lot more about my potentials.... or at least about the expected level of my output.....So , I decided that's enough....... Now I need to start a business in this domain...alongside a job wherever possible (and somewhat suitable...).... So, pray for me everybody...
This morning I was advising one of my cousins how to make her way out of agonizing and embarrassing feeling about herself. On an FB status she said she has a good head but yet she finds very often a fool out of herself. My advice for her was to stop it right there....and take a bold decision not to remain a fool anymore.. Now, I don't know where that interesting idea came from making me so confident that it's just a matter of a strong decision....!!! But now at this sleepless hour of midnight I just made an interesting discovery that ...Yes....!! ....it's true... it's very much about my decision. My decision to get out of this 'not so smart' way of leading life. To try out my potentials... Like before this job I used to think that being a part of a developers' team in a software development company could gradually lead me to the career of my dream. For that I used to feel satisfied working full hours in software farms even in unfriendly, agonizingly unproductive and time wasting environments at the cost of halting my MS thesis...
Now , after spending last 8 months in an international telecom call terminator (an IGW at it's setup phase), I came to know a lot more about my potentials.... or at least about the expected level of my output.....So , I decided that's enough....... Now I need to start a business in this domain...alongside a job wherever possible (and somewhat suitable...).... So, pray for me everybody...
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