Memorable Grannny's Home....

Aaaaah...!!! my favourite Nanu'r Basha (Mother Side Granny's home) in Kaporia Potty, Comilla.....where I was born. I used to spend hours looking at the street or at the sky from the balcony or from the roof top since when I was a kid..The ringing of the Rikshaw bells, the car horns , hawking of the bus helpers and conductors.... all these together used to make a sweat melody that I used to enjoy... Some times a few shouts from my Nanu or Mamas like '.......Meeeem....Ai .....Meeeem......' used to add a thrilling feeling to it when accidentally any of my 'Good works' was discovered downstairs.. From the roof top facing the front you could see up-to Raajgonj square looking at left.. and up to Chock Bazaar looking at right. The owners of this house (my mamas ie. mother-side uncles) demolished it.... giving it to the apartment builders..

Decided : Gonna take the horse ride out of this Merry-go-Round

On my blog again after a long while I guess... Anyway I thought I should try to put something on it even if I don't find anything driving me to write again... Something that at-least keeps me attached with this once beloved time-pass...
This morning I was advising one of my cousins how to make her way out of  agonizing and embarrassing feeling about herself. On an FB status she said she has a good head but yet she finds very often a fool out of herself. My advice for her was to stop it right there....and take a bold decision not to remain a fool anymore.. Now, I don't know where that interesting idea came from making me so confident  that it's just a matter of a strong decision....!!! But now at this sleepless hour of midnight I just made an interesting discovery that ...Yes....!! ....it's true... it's very much about my decision. My decision to get out of this 'not so smart' way of leading life. To try out my potentials... Like before this job I used to think that being a part of a developers' team in a software development company could gradually lead me to the career of my dream. For that I used to feel satisfied working full hours in software farms even in unfriendly, agonizingly unproductive and time wasting environments at the cost of halting my MS thesis...
Now , after spending last 8 months in an international telecom call terminator (an IGW at it's setup phase), I came to know a lot more about my potentials.... or at least about the expected level of my output.....So , I decided that's enough....... Now I need to start a business in this domain...alongside a job wherever possible (and somewhat suitable...).... So, pray for me everybody...