Now, what was that !!? Just why did I have to use that slung
word !!? That’s I guess 3rd time in last 2 or 3 months and second
time regarding my broadband internet...!! According to my religion, Islam, that’s
a major sin, Gunahe kabira. I know there are loads of stimulating elements
driving me wild (national and personal) for last couple of years. Here are a
few of those :
- · Atheism and Anti Islamic activities started up in Shahabagh in the name of spirit of liberation war.
- · A fascist government with no support from people retains its power through a mockery of a parliamentary election with no participation of the opposition...... and nobody can do anything about it.
- · And this government is up to uproot the Islamic ideologies from the country with a concept of secularism ( Naojubillah ).
- · It’s trading off all the elements of our sovereignty to the neighbor just to safeguard its illegally retained throne ...and I still have to live in this country.
- · The school friend I thought appropriate to spend my free times with did something really terrible showing up his insupportable complex.
But being a Muslim I have to have a grip on it. Looks as if
I am drawing irritation from everything. That obviously is not a healthy
practice at all. I just cannot let it make me commit sins like this. Not by any
means. Now, the first thing I think I should do tomorrow morning is to get to
my internet service provider’s office in the earliest hour and say sorry for my
behaviour on the phone. And I am gonna do it In shaa Allah. Everybody please
pray for me.
