Friday, February 25, 2011

February 25 Takes New Color in The Calendar

One of my school friend wrote on his Facebook status :
Dukkhe koilja haadi jar,tiger tora kearlli :((( Ashra abaro amader fool korilo :((((( Allah amne konai ???

No wonder that was after the first innings....

And then a comment to the status was fired about 3 and a half hours later. That was from another of my school friend :

Allah Ijjot basai disey.................

Haada Koilza Zora Lagi geseyyyyyyyy....

Shabbash Bagher Baichha......... Killai Majhey Mjahey Bilar Chha oi jass??

So you see at the two years anniversary of the brutal BDR mutiny what claimed so many lives, I believe this black day of agony, woe, distress, disgrace and pain has got a new colors of confidence, nerve, courage, character and joy on the calendar of this year for the nation.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

The best way to the solutions of all problems

The fact is, I can't deny any of those accusations or comments of my family members as I've failed to control my temper in quite a few occasions. My carelessness in tuning or controlling the attitude towards family members already have cost me some unexpected occurrences outside. I really need to do something to prevent it before it costs me a permanent change in my behavior. That obviously would be a disaster.(to be continued….)

Well, things are lot better now , by the Rahmat of Allah, Alhamdulillah. Actually, some facts like

not being involved in any profession at this age,

not giving the required effort to finish the thesis work of my post-grad studies,

pushing the future towards uncertainty with a sort of carelessness that's not at all acceptable for a grown up person like me

and some irregularities in my daily life could have been the reasons behind such uncontrolled behaviors.

All on a sudden I notice that there are some unchecked irregularities in saying my five times prayers. Maintaining the proper waqt(time) must be ensured there. The basic practice what The Creator made Faraz(Mandatory) for a Muslim can obviously be the key to solve all sorts of problems if it is done properly.

So , everybody pleas pray for me.. that I can take care of my five times prayers (Salat) by the Rahmat of Allah

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Phonei Dilam Bieyer Prostab.....!!!

"Mim vai, apni amake posondo korten...!!?..ami ar apni to akkebarey opposite character er...."

Well, not quite an incorrect judgment by my ex-colleague. I remember I was a bit relaxed as Farzana and a few other engineers joined the tech-support after 4 months passed with just Sani vai and me on TS duties under the supervisor Rony vai. And then all of the new engineers including this one, my next-desk colleague Farzana Rahman, have dealt my short-tempered and a bit egoistic attitude. But I don't know why I've always felt that I'm getting a silent admiration from this lady for my commitment to duty. Quite a few times she has seen me getting crossed with colleagues or talking loud in the office or over the phone. Despite such ruthless or not so decent attitude she as a good and wise colleague, tried to give me some advise to choose the right track for career development. I remember she told me that I should go for field operation jobs rather than switching into Software Development.
Well,I can place many good reasons for what I've done last December. But the fact is eventually I managed to have done it within the valid time period!! Someday Insha Allah I can feel good thinking that I atleast had made a proposal to this lady may be before it was too late by the Rahmat of Allah.

Tar ai kotha shuney ami ki hashbo na kadbo bujtey parchilam na. Akey to atodin por ato kosto korey phone number jogar korey,prothom call e bolte na perey anek kosto korey ditio call er anumoti pelam(Ejonney takey dhonnobad)!!. Uni akhono obibahito achen kina, sheta janteo to koto kath khor poratey holo. prothom calle jokhon jiggesh korlam,

"Apni akhon kothai achen...?"

Jobab elo : "Ami to bashai... kano..?"

Atokkhon peter je kothata amar mukhe die beroi beroi korchilo, ta Oi "kano.." shuney ak dhokey pete choley gelo.Mukh die berholo mukher kothai,

"Na maney...akhon job kothai korchen ..ai ar ki... ".

"Ami to X-net theke ADN eshechi ak bosor er beshi hoe gese",

"Oh Achcha , ha Rony vai amakey bolechilo je apni ADN e gachen...etc..etc..etc....."
Jai hok er porey koekbar call kore jokhon dekhi uni ar receive e korchen na tokhon to peter gondogol matha e uthey gelo. Er por dui jon ex-colleague er maddhomey amar arji pathanor chesta korlam. Tatey kono kaj to holoi na ulta aro false position e porey gelam. Sheshmesh SMS pathie anumoti peye , ak jon purusher jiboner shobchaitey shahoshi kaj gulor akta korey fellam. Shekhaney jodi shuntey hoi amar character shomporke unar ai dharona,Amar to hat pa churey kanna-kati korte hoi ar ki.... Aboshho dekha nei shona nei, dui-arai bosor porey evabey phoney ai kotha bolata keu hoito nehat fazlamo othoba "Practical Joke" hishebeo nite parey.
.....Kintu amar ar kono upai thakle to....!!!.

Ato kakuti minoti korey SMS pathanor por arekbar call korar anumoti paoa gelo. Er poreo abar dekha kortey chaile to aam ar chala dutoi jabey. Tai pach theke choi minute er oi second session e uttejonar boshey kichuta ucchya shorey hor bor korey peter kotha ber kore dilam.

Jai hok, ai kaj ta korte holo, ato durey chole jabar por...!!! Kintu deritey holeo, kajta je korte perechi tar jonney akrokom shosti e lagchey. Kajta kotota mattured holo ta nie kotha abossho thekei jai. Ha, er poreyo abar opinion janar chesta korata thik holo kina bujte parchina. Jai hok shei bartho chestar por akhon porjonto ar knock korini abong thik korechi ar ojotha knock korbo o na. Atodin por ak jon je kichu bujte pereo amakey amar boktobbo uposthaponer shujog dilo, shetai ba kom ki!!?

Amar jotodur money porey akkebarei onnorokom ak manush chilen tini. Kotha barta, poshak ashak, achar babohar shob kichutei Masha-Allah tar akta marjito impression chilo.Kaj kortey gie kokhono hoito rough behave o korey felechi,tar jonney pormuhurtei amar nijero hoito kharap lagto. Kintu , tokhono akta kotha money hoto ja, akhon aro valo korey anuvob kori.. "...Hajarey akta paoa jai ai rokom ak meye..."
Tar proti roilo amar shuvo kamona ... May Allah bless her all the way.