Strange behavior again...

Another shouting session again this afternoon just when the Azaan of Magrib was heard...
Yuh , I do feel that the situation could have been handled in a gentle manner with wisdom . But so many kids were doing a wrong thing , just following an older wrong doer. Continuing with the game while the Magrib Azaan is heard means that they are getting a very wrong lesson of not caring about Salaat. As it was within my ability to prevent or to protest I did so.... but now I think I shouldn't have shouted like that in the end. It may raise a local conflict with that older boy and his family....so much to my mother's worry.But good manners and requests were not working . Now I am confused that should I have expected immediate response from kids...despite the wrong deviation of that one older boy of age 24/25...or could I have tried asking the other kids to leave the ground gently....!!?

#Worst case scenario: That boy drives the kids to do the same thing tomorrow in my presence and If I raise any voice again , a pre-planned conflict breaks out
(Gee how time just change ...now it has shifted me to the silent absorber group of "Gentle" ,"Vodro".."careing about life and family and a lot other things..!!! May be that's why I sometimes start to like my ruthless past while I was 17 /18/19!)

I should just keep these things away and concentrate on my preparation for the semester final...

Ghum ar ashbe kivabe...

Client Server technology er shob gulo assignment baki, May 22nd e Open Multitier er jonno akhono preperation nei ni...BA khete gie class miss dilam..ar er age extra class tao....kheal na thakai kora hoi ni.. Hotat kore ato ta uncontrolled hoe jacchi kano Hons kingba HSC life er moto...!!!!?

....shamner semester e Advanced AI ar Thesis nite parbo to ..? Jodi thesis nite gie jhamela kore ...?korbei ba kano ...? ami to nijer daittei nibo Insha Allah

Edaning matratirikto bokor-bokor korchi...? ai semester e notun vorti hoa ak meye exam preperation er shomoy bolchilo take dekhte eshe patrer baba jeno ki bolechilo...ar tar vai naki take tokhon jothesto support diechilo...
Janina ki karone ami ato interest nie oishob shunte gelam ar comments korte thaklam oi circle er aneker apotti shotteo.... oi circle bibahito obibahito purush mohila anekei bollo bapar ta nie kotha na bolte ..tao bollam....

No wonder!!! pore take deke ....jiggesh o korlam mind korechen kina ... ami ai shob bapare aktu beshi e interest feel kori...Hen ten...pls mind korben na

Kichudin dhore akta kotha mone porche . Aaj thekee prai 17 bosor age (1993) Class 7 e porar shomoy amar prio Keramot Ali Sir (Mr. Cool) amake bolechilen:

"Meeeeeeem toke ami class Faaaaaive e thakte bolechilam , kotha kom booooooool, kotha kom bola tor jonno dorkaaaaaaaar...."

Comilla Govt Lab e ami vorti hoi class 5 er majha-majhi shomoye(1991)...ar amader ai moddhya boyoshko cool & calm (urguebly) PT er teacher niten amader English Grammar class..Unar tottabodhane schooler boy-scout team o afterwards BNCC platoon e chilam till 1993.

Aaj atodin pore bujte parchi Sir er observation power koto goveeeeeer....

Nah ebar ghumano jak....

Why have I started to write in my blog this way...in Bangla !!!?

Unish kingba Kuri.......

"Deyal ghorite egarota beje kuri....
Janalar pashe rat jage eka Urmila Chowdhury..
Uponnasher patai jokhon ai kotha gulo pori..
Tokhon amar boyosh hoito unish kingba kuri..."

LRB er ai rokom kisu gan niye jokhon mata mati kori tokhon actually amar boyosh baro ki tero...
Ai elo melo din gulote eto ager srity kano barbar fire ashche janina...
kintu er majhe inspired hobar ekta shujog o hoito ache...
Shei badhonhin mon, ...duronto koishor, ...(Ofcourse before the turning point at winter of '94) ar ruthless kintu confident shomoyer srity gulo amake majhe majhe inspire kore..je..,

ei shob kichu pichone fele ami koto dur e na  chole eshechi..!!!  .akhon ar oishob srityguolo konotai amar kache varee lage na...

Now It's your turn to regain that form and strike back.....
Now there is no chance to be afraid of any obstacle ,take consolidation blaming some others or even to wait for any supporting/positive event to occur....Now one is supposed to be very much on his own...by the Rahmat of Allah.

Janina kothay hariye gache shei kabber kobi...
Ar uponnyasher naika shei je...'...Urmila Chowdhury...'