Exam, office...a lot of work ahead..and I'm tired..and need to take rest what I 'm not taking...

তারা ভরা এ রাত , ডাকে আমায় গভীর আকাশে ....,
আকাশের ওই নিল গন্ডিতে স্বপনে মিলি ...
সাদা মেঘের ভেলায় , উদাসী রাতের হাওয়ায় ..,
ভেসে থাকি , নীল স্বপনে .......

তারা ভরা এ রাত , ডাকে আমায় গভীর আকাশে ....
ভেসে আশা সাদা ফুলের সুবাসে গাছে নিবীড়  ছোঁয়ায়.....
আলো অর্পনাতে সোহাগী পরশে , হৃদয় আমার যে হারায়.....

ভেসে আশা সাদা ফুলের সুবাসে গাছে নিবীড়  ছোঁয়ায়.....
আলো অর্পনাতে সোহাগী পরশে , হৃদয় আমার যে হারায়.....

কে যেন ডেকে যায় , হৃদয়ে গভীর স্রোতে......
নিবীড় ছুঁয়ে যায় , আমায় জাগে সারা রাত ....


Another song of the legendary band Warfaze that reminds me of my school life....
Even though there is only one ex-Laboratorian in present Warfaze line up ..("Shams"...Keyboardist ...Lab '88 ...may be he is the first one in Warfaze lineup from my school) I feel the enthusiasm and gill of my Lab life sometimes when I hear some old songs sang by 'Sunjoy'....It's one of those....

"Eache kore Jai chole jai".. "Shiter shokal"..."Jibon je ato rongin".....by 'Chandan' (Wining) is also a good refresher when I'm so tired like now...

Still Optimistic to find somebody out of me

Now what...? even after the ultimatum from the Boss if I still waste my times this way....Then it would just be another surrender to myself. So many times I've tried to figure out a definition of me...
like
am I a lone wonderer across the Borishal Poly-technique Institute ?

am I the famous boy of class GLHS kotbari who started as a captain in class 6 and ended up sitting in the lady's bench as this years victim of Binita Madam ?

Am I the Mim, who is back on power in Class 7 elected with enormous difference in the vote for a clever politics ?

Am I a Cadet of kotbari GLHS platoon hoping to end up in the Army ?

Am I the strange teenager who is trynna drive away all his frustration of detaining in Class 8 again and loosing all his batch , his friends by staying dedicated to the GLHS platoon where he joined BNCC again after a year break ?

Am I the lone commander of Morning shift platoon to train and develop an all-round strong platoon bigger and better than the day shift..?

Am I the Mim of class 9 wakening up late at night by his Dad to finish General Maths almost being a robot...?

Am I the angry, ruthless, boy of 17 or 18 at DCC loosing all the grips on life development ?

Am I the Pagla or pagal of IIUC who has disappointed all the classmates who had high hopes on him ?

Am I the Tech Support Engineer of X-Net giving all-out effort and dedication for my company and then loosing to his own ego and temper?

am I an Intern who is still struggling to proof his +ve ness to switch to software track remaining as the lone ranger in 6th floor un-assigned to any project ?

But I still believe that I am the Mim of TTC who is....... .....


.........Insha Allah I'll fill in the gap with the words I like....

May be it was needed as a re-charging event

yuh...after a few days of some really reckless times and so many things going out of control this "Jhari" from a senior Laboratorian in a typical straight forward Laboratorian's way was necessary to remind me of an evergreen source of spirit.